So I was sit­ting writ­ing in my jour­nal (an old habit, I’d neglected for quite some time, but have found again) and I had an epiphany. I was think­ing about my blog from the other day, about how I felt stuck. I’ve real­ized that I’m not stuck at all. I am right where I am sup­posed to be in my life. I have no doubt that I will accom­plish all that I set my mind to. I believe that it will hap­pen when it is meant to hap­pen. I feel allot bet­ter now. I have a clear mind and I’m focused on what I want my life to be like and where I want it to go.

It’s funny, because I was writ­ing about things that I am grate­ful for. Pay­ing spe­cific atten­tion to the minis­cule things that I’d come to take advan­tage of. Things like, the bright sunny day we had today and the nice glass of mer­lot I had ear­lier after an excep­tion­ally exhaust­ing day. Writ­ing these small things down, really helped me focus on the larger bless­ings in my life. Bless­ings that I am openly grate­ful for in my mind, but don’t acknowl­edge on a daily basis. Bless­ings like my amaz­ing hus­band, who I some­times feel like I don’t deserve, but I know that I do? Under­stand? My son, who fills my life every day with lit­tle messes that I am grate­ful for, because if he didn’t make them, I would have a per­fectly clean house, that was also silent to the sounds of unadul­ter­ated joy­ous laugh­ter, and bois­ter­ous run­ning from room to room.

I also want to thank those of you responded to my “stuck” blog with your uplift­ing words. They really meant allot.

Well that’s all for now on this par­tic­u­lar topic. I’ve best be get­ting back to putting pen to paper (literally).